. . . . .

I'm feeling down today

without reasons

without everything

I don't get 

why am I feeling moody?

no one knows

I feel very lonely today

YES , I HATE IT.

I just don't wanna be alone 

I just don't wanna be lonely

no matter how and what

I just hope 

there's someone that are willing to accompany me

talk to me

chat with me

play with me

joke with me

. . . . . .

maybe

it's just timing problem

but

I really don't like to stay at home

and just

facing my computer or homework

I don't like to be bored

but

I have no choice :')

I have to tell myself that

I'm okay with it

I should be tough

I should be strong

I should be good

in any situation

last few weeks ,

I've been cheated by someone

I was feeling hurt 

and was feeling very weak

I never think that 

or can say 

never expect

I will be cheated

but I said

never mind

I can go through

within these few months 

lots of issues happen

between family

friends 

and . . . .

Studies makes me feel really tired

I'm not a person that could study well

but I always tried my best

I was so stressed

but no one could understand

NO ONE.

I'm thinking right now

where should I find a friend

that can let me release my stressed

always be my side

never leave me alone

because . .

I REALLY DON'T LIKE TO BE ALONE !

tears drop ,

cause I couldn't say out anything

I can only keep in my heart

in my deepest place

I can also be a little girl

need hugs 

need comfort

need consolate

sometimes I really don't want to be strong

but I can't

just because

my character can only be strong

now

I'm alone again

that's such quiet 

could even hear my clock 

tik-tok , tik-tok

I REALLY DON'T LIKE THIS !

somehow , 

can say that I'm dreaming of 

I could got a husband that really love me

in my future life of cause

I could meet a husband that

cares me

nervous cause of me

understands me

and many more. .

I always envy when I saw other couples

cause their partners know what they want

and they could makes other people envy

maybe I should say

I'm jealous

cause I don't have that kind of life :')

EMO

is killing me

just when I'm alone

alone . . .

lonely . . .

TEARS. . .
too many love stories or movies instead :p

( * p/s . I'm actually don't know what am I writting :p )