SADDDDDDD ='(

I'm so sad..

Super sad..

guys I'm sorry..

I dunno why,

I couldn't find any transport by now..

guys,

I'm really sorry..

I'm so sad,

this is my first time

I break my promise

I'm really sorry..

Please don't angry me or what..

I'm really sorry..

when I'm serious,

other people was laughing at me

they might say I'm playing a game

I'm childish or what

I don't care

I just wanna do what I promised

but now,

I'm sorry...

I can't make it..

I dunno what happen today,

I couldn't find any transport

I couldn't post things on my blog,

I couldn't do everything...

Is it a bad day for me?

I hope won't..

I don't want to have a BAD DAY !

I'm so tired

but my mind still stay awake

I'm so

sad,

disappointed,

upset....

I apologise to you all,

guys..

I'm sorry I can't make it..

really,

really.

really,

really,

SORRY!

RECALLING BACK MY BIRTHDAY

During the day before my birthday,

him,

he, her, he, and he

they celebrate for me

my gifts are

a frog,

a cake,

and a ticket!

a very special birthday celebration this year

it's only because

you, you, you, you, and you...

I don't mind whatever present you all give

no matter how expensive or cheap,

I DON'T CARE!!!!

because of you guys,

it's special for me this year

it's really special

I don't mind if there's not a gift but only food and wishes,

I don't mind to take normal food

that could get during normal time

I don't mind

I really don't mind

because

it's already meaningful enough

A wholeday celebration

it's nice

special and nice

thank you...

especially

YOU........... <3

LIFE ABOUT ME

Sometimes,

I don't really

get the meaning of the word

LIFE

what is LIFE?

can anyone tell me?

full of sweet, sour, bitter and spicy?

that's what mostly chinese say

Now,

I'm super duper tired and sleepy

I have no idea 

why am I still here but not in my bed

I'm wondering

hmm...

I miss

I miss that person badly

I miss the hug

I miss the shoulder

I need it

I need it badly

I'm watching my friends

having relationship problems

everyday

every minute

every second

I'm scared

what will happen to me 

not in the future that far

but just in the next second?

I'm scare

I decided wanna walk with you

till the end

SO, 

I'm worried

everyday,

every night,

every second,

every minute.....

I worry everything

because 

I just worry about 

YOU