S.A.D

last night

we had a bbq party with your friends

before the bbq party

you promised something and you will do it right after the party

but

after the party

you just forgot all about it

I was so sad

I was damn disappointed

I hate that

I asked you two times the same question to make sure your decision

yea

you really forgot about it

I was really disappointed in you

when I reach home

I think all of what other people told me

then 

I decided to broke up with you

but

I cant make it

I really cant make it

my heart so pain

because you never try to safe our relationship

you were only blamming yourself

all over the way

I was sad

I was hurt

but i couldnt make it

may be I was just angry

but I really dont mean it

I am sorry about it

cause I found that

my heart already belongs to you

no matter how and why

I still couldnt live without you by now

thanks and sorry for every thing that I did

I will never ever try to leave you again